de fucking boxes

so this one looks neat......not in my head

i have a big confession to make, listen up, alert the media, big fucking breaking news......although i have never been without a roof over my head like forever.....i have been living out of nightmare boxes for unfucking years.....and i have about had it up to here and it ya know me.....it's not that far.......
everything is ready to go, i am just one of the financial challeneged and all in due time...i will get all my stuff out of nj......for sure.....i just can't take the boxes everywhere and my peps and f.u.c.k's i am packed ready to go......and i need my bed badly REALLY...........and my curio cabinets.....and the 3 closets of black clothes and shoes.......i don't care what the fuck the people up here dress like....i will dress like me......and god if you show a little tit, they think their in a strip  club......i have to get a tour bus started here and take the natives to some of my more fun filled night spots......cuz.......well it is the country, and in no fucking way whatsover is scranton the big city, more like a fun sized chocolate bar, never enough and i want more........
i know it was about all the boxes and my stuff being in nj, while i am currently in some ways just feel like hiding out for a while.....and when i can i will be back in the closer way to the lower east side that i can get........live amoung real new yorkers...but first please let me know if there are still anymore native new yorkers left, i know the indians we bought if from are long gone.......anyway.....i have to imagine all my stuff and studio here in olyphant pa.......keeping it real as only i could.....................